Infertility is always there
and lurking in the background.
I catch myself talking about
“when we have another baby”
and I wonder if I am jinxing myself.
How can I be so sure that we will
be so lucky.
Hope. I guess. It’s all we have
when it comes to things that
are totally out of our hands.
So for now I think the thoughts
of a fertile…. “when we have another
baby.”
I’ll deal with the thoughts of an infertile
if that time comes.
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I cringed when my boss talked about me having a second baby. Those fears are never too far below the surface.