I have lots of thoughts roaming in my
head about many things and I can’t
seem to get them all straight.
I keep thinking about going back to
work in March and wondering if I
will be ready to leave Piper all day
everyday.
I feel the pull to work but I feel a strong
pull to stay home with her too. I am
thinking about a “career change” to allow
for some temporary flexibility while my
family is this young. I don’t know, like
I said lots of thoughts in this brain of
mine.
I want to start trying for baby number
two. I don’t know if we will. We talk
about when the time will be and there
has been no decision made in that regard.
I worry that baby number two will take us
two years to create and if we postpone it by
a year or two…. well you can do the math.
I wish I were living in la la land….
