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I am having a hard time wrapping my mind around the fact that I am going back to work. Eventually. Like, probably in April. Just as Piper is starting to walk and talk. I am really going to miss her during the day.

While in the middle of playing she will suddenly remember that I am in the room. She will come over and lay her head on my knee, lap, shoulder…. if I ask her for a hug, she gives me one. Arms around my neck and everything. Sometimes not. Sometimes it is just the head on my shoulder. She does this to her pets too. She crawls over to Molson’s bed and rests her head on him. Depending on his mood, he either a.) does nothing or b.) rolls his eyes.

I know we all think that our child is the greatest… but mine really is. It’s hard to imagine that we thought she would never be… I heart her and the thought of someone else getting to spend their days with her hurts. Alot.