sad anymore.
It’s extremely draining, isn’t it.
Like I have said before…. I have this
fear, deep down, that Piper may be my
only child. But when I look at her playing
in the bath tub, or when I listen to her big
ole belly laugh…. I just refuse to believe
that could be my fate.
I brushed off my knees. The scars are still there
and every now and again I feel a pang of pain but
I think they are on the mend. I think I’m on the
mend.
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I hope you are on the mend and things start to feel better. Take care
I’ve been feeling like this lately too. Sad that is. I feel wierd that I am so sad with my DD turning 7 this weekend. It just makes me realize how much time we’ve been trying and asking myself why I don’t just give up. But I can’t. I won’t. I will perservere.
Ugh, I am sorry you are still down and grieving. Hugs.