I am in a funk. It has been a long one and one that I cannot seem to shake. Spring arrived without any gusto. The temperatures are still cool and we still have snow. Lots and lots of snow.
Did I mention that we still have snow.
So much snow that it is hard to imagine that we will be camping on April 26, 2013 when our campsite opens for the season. And I so want to be camping. Sitting at the beach with Craig and my girls. Taking in the summer.
I am feeling unsettled. Unfulfilled in my work and atmosphere. I am feeling like we need a change. A big life change. On the flip side of that, I simply feel that if Spring would hurry up and Spring, the snow would melt, I would feel the hot sun on my face and be refreshed.
I am half way through the Couch to 5K program. The last few weeks have been a struggle for me. Not because I don’t want to do it, but my legs feel as though they cannot take any more. I have not lost a single pound and very few pieces in my wardrobe are fitting better.
I am in a funk.
It is difficult not to be discouraged by the lack of results. Even if I were gaining muscle and toning, surely I would see the change and feel it in my clothing.
Spring where are you?