I always find myself sifting through my archives when July rolls around.
It’s a bittersweet month for me. Craig and I celebrate our wedding anniversary and I always look forward to that. My Dad has a birthday. We vacation in July, whether we actually go somewhere or just take time camping or at home with our family. I love our time together.
But July is also the month that we lost Logan, my nephew. I find myself reading my archives about our anniversary, our vacations, our family and our Logan.
I hate that I never had the chance to hold him. I hate that I was so very far away when my sister was pregnant. I try to live my life without regrets but I guess when I really look at it, this is my regret. That I wasn’t there.
July is a bittersweet month for me and these anniversaries are fast approaching, I caught myself reading my archives today.